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Wednesday, March 07, 2012
10:19 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Fade away
Hits: 17986
Ivory powder strewn across endless sidewalks and the chill of cold air blowing against our faces. The diamonds of the sky illuminating over our heads as we would talk for hours .Feelings and emotions that always existed as our hearts would beat in unison; secrets sworn between lovers. I could of sworn we have been here before. Years are told to change us, but we were none the wiser. Tonight we stand here once again, blue eyes meeting brown eyes, and an embrace. The all-too real warmth of your arms after years apart, wasn't it always meant to be this way? Murmur the words that I always hoped to hear, the truth that lay trapped beneath the surface. Losing my grip on everything I had have, to what I've always wanted, you here with me. Can you blame me? The times we shared, the lives we lived, you had my heart.
One last kiss, here in your arms. It's time to close this chapter, and call it a day. This is goodbye forever, as we know it can't stay this way.
You'll always have a piece of me, and you will always be my memory.
Time to fade away.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
02:16 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Dear SL
Hits: 7729
I never sleep.
Yours Truly,
Tracey
Monday, February 13, 2012
01:36 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Oh my goodness
Hits: 13232
I just went through all of my forum posts and did a lot of internet looking. So much nostalgia <3
This is all. Enjoy.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
02:08 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Finals are over
Hits: 18890
Everything will return business as usual.
Passed all my classes, off for a quarter, back here as usual.
Business as usual.
Thursday, September 08, 2011
05:34 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Finals this week
Hits: 12625
Will be a delay in logging in.
Not too much, and then I'll be back after the week's end mostly and active again.
:d
Sunday, August 28, 2011
03:51 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- If I'm not here for two days...
Hits: 35117
That most likely means my power went out from the storm and I will return afterwards.
:D
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
12:56 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Earthquake.
Hits: 34864
I hope everyone on the east coast was okay.
We had some aftershock tremors here in my location.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
06:57 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Well this is an awkward way to say it...
Hits: 6849
But I guess over the long time of me having disappeared I had missed being here. Needed something to do, and having gone so long without being here I'm going to return.
:)
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Thursday, November 08, 2007
04:47 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Shigeo
Hits: 5060
Thank you, I appreciate it having you read over it.
I understand there are few grammatical errors... I just reread over the entire thing and changed a bunch of it last night x.X
The angels theory is only beginning... you will see things unwind in later chapters. ;]
It's good you do not know much about Jen either.
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
05:38 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Demons and Angels; Chapter ONE CRITICIZE IT! SEND ME your thoughts, comments, ect.
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Angels and Demons.
Chapter One.
Kaye Russel strolled through the leaves of autumn in the small town of Massachusettes; azure gaze focused ahead of her on the path. Ipod buds stuck within her ears, as she hummed a small tune from her favorite band, strands of her long brown hair falling into her eyes. Unlike most of her friends, Kaye was rather reserved, quiet, and stubborn individual, but with her past history, it was expected. Kaye lived with a broken family; her mother was a drunk, and her father was abusive. The few friends she had understood of why she was quiet, and usually never at her home.
As the song ended, she exhaled a sigh; her azure gaze glancing up towards a young woman with blonde hair and hazel eyes. A smirk grew across her features and she waved to her friend Jen who had been waiting for her.
"Hey," She said in a rather meek tone, "How are you?"
Jen grinned and replied brushing one of the strands of hair out of her eyes; "Great, thanks. You?"
Kaye shrugged at this, "Eh, I've been better." She replied, her hands slowing slipping from her sides into the pocket of her sweatshirt.
Jen raised her eyebrows, gaze soon fixing to that of her friend, "What now?" She inquired curiously.
"It's nothing..." She trailed off, walking ahead of her counterpart. "Hey, I heard Incubus is coming to town soon.." She said, immediatley changing the subject.
Jen nodded, and gave a slight laugh; "Really?"
Kaye smirked walking ahead to the high school, "Yea. Next Saturday."
Jen laughed and followed after her they both weren't too far from school now, Kaye was thankful of that.
"Are you going?"
Kaye sighed, "Maybe if I can pull some money together by then...I've been.. a little on the shorthand side lately."
Jen sighed, "Yeah, me too.... but hopefully we'll get those jobs and a paycheck by then eh?"
Kaye smirked, "Yeah. Hopefully."
The school came into distance, Jen gave a distinct groan. "Damn, the history test is today isn't it?"
Kaye nodded, "Yes, World War II... "
Jen pushed open the door to the school and walked inside, Kaye following after her. "Oh, well that's another test I'm going to fail."
Kaye laughed, "I guess so..."
The two entered the classroom, taking their seats in their desks, Kaye putting away her headphones. Her eyes however, soon fell upon a young man that entered the room. He had onyx hair that fell just below his ears, bangs falling into his mahogany colored eyes and a small goatee on his chin. He wore black cargos, with blue flames that went up his left leg; chains dangling at the sides. Complimenting the black pants, was a black tshirt and an open navy jacket; headphones upon his ears. Jen had been talking to Kaye, but Kaybe had obviously had not heard her curious as to who this new boy had been. Jen followed her Kaye's gaze to that of the young man, a grin playing across her features.
"Who's he?"
Kaye soon finally heard Jen, and shrugged; "I have no idea. He must be new here."
Jen snickered slightly, "Not bad...nice choice, Kaye."
Kaye choked slightly, and looked over at Jen incredulously; "Are you serious?!"
Jen couldn't help but laugh, "Well, you weren't listening to me."
Kaye felt her hand hit her forehead, "No, Jen."
The young man soon made his way into the room after exchanging a few words with the teacher; chains clanking together as he strode forth. He dropped his bookbag on the ground next to Kaye, and took a seat into the desk beside her. Kaye glanced over toward him, and then back to the front, ignoring the kick Jen had given her on the back of her desk.
Luckily for Kaye, the professor stood up with a pile of papers in his hand looking over his students; the man cleared his throat: "Students as you know there is an exam on the history of World War II today; however, first of all I'd like to introduce you all to a new student of the class today. His name is Raven, he is joining us from California."
The young man beside Kaye looked up, raising his hand giving a slight wave, before taking out a pencil from his bag; and looking down on his desk. Kaye's azure gaze fell upon him again, feeling slightly awkward about this new student... there had been something out of place about him; but she couldn't put her finger on it. The professor however, ended up passing out the exams, and her gaze fell upon it with a slight groan; this was sure to be one long day in Salem...
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The bell echoed throughout the room as the hands on the clock fell upon two thirty, Kaye inwardly smiled and stood up as her chemistry class had finally ended. She picked up her backpack, allowing it to slide over her shoulder and within moments walked out the door of the classroom. The dark haired young man from earlier caught her eye, as she saw him by his locker pulling out what seemed to be a motorcycle helmet. She passed by him, without giving a further glance until she made her way outside the school only to find her friend Jen standing there with her books in her arms. Jen looked up at Kaye, and gave a rather upset look; "I totally bombed that test...."
Kaye chuckled, "That makes only one of us. I had no trouble with it..."
Jen sighed, "Why is it that you get lucky and pass?"
Kaye shook her head, "I'm no math genius, I have to be good at something I guess?"
Jen shrugged, however her glance fell upon Raven who was exiting the building, "Oh, Kaye... look it's your friend."
Kaye raised her eyebrow inquiring a question of what she meant, but soon ended up turning around to meet gazes with Raven.
"Oh... uh, Hi.." She stuttered slowly, inwardly she was cursing Jen... but Jen could barely hold back her own laughter.
Raven's eyes gazed upon Kaye, "Hey." He said shortly in a rather monotone, yet handsome voice.
Kaye looked away, "I'd uh, love to stay and talk but I have to get going...practice you know.."
She fought for an excuse, grabbing Jen by the arm and dragging her away...
Raven looked upon the two curiously, then shrugged taking his leave of the school, and on his way home.
"What do you think you were doing?!" Kaye scolded Jen rather loudly as they made their way down the road and away from the school. Jen however, was fighting back her fit of giggling as her friend scolded her, and she mananged to say; "Getting you to talk to him of course!"
"Why?!" She questioned, arrogantly.
"You were obviously interested in him. You were staring at him all through history class today."
Kaye glared at Jen, "Yeah, says you. I'm not interested in him... there's something weird about him though."
Jen grinned, "Aha! So you do like him!"
Kaye bit her lip holding back a chain of curses, "No, that's not what I mean."
Jen raised a brow curiously now, "Then what DO you mean?" She asked, emphasising her question.
Kaye shrugged, "I'm not sure... this feeling I'm getting really isn't a good one of him. I don't like it..."
Jen rolled her eyes, "Don't tell me you're saying it's that hocus pocus shit again."
Kaye glowered at her, "No... it's just a feeling I'm getting."
Jen sighed, "Seriously, when will you stop believing you're so called 'paranormal instict' and just start acting normal for a change?"
That hurt. Kaye simply glared at her friend; "You know what... forget it."
She turned on her heel, and started walking opposite direction of Jen and where her house was.
Jen looked, "Look, I'm sorry okay? I didn't mean it like--"
"Shut up!" Kaye called back after her; walking away.
"Kaye, I did--"
She simply stormed off, leaving Jen to stand there...
Kaye sighed, standing from the swing she sat on in the park as the sun fell over the horizon. She picked up her backpack, and flung it over her shoulder making her way back home. She had been their for hours, and now she had to face two people she wish she never had to go back too; her 'so called' parents. She removed her keys from her pocket, letting them jingle slightly. Within moments she unlocked the door and stepped into her home. Entering the house, the immediate intoxicating smell of cigarrette smoke filled her nostrils, her face twisted into that of disgust. Her father had been home... he had long been home. She knew where her mother was; at the bar getting plastered like she had every night after work; but her father, how she hated him.
He flicked the ashes off his burning cigarrette, "Where the hell have you been?" He sneered, standing up.
"Out." She simply answered rather meekly.
"Don't be a smartass," He said, standing up, "You were suppose to be home three hours ago. Where were you?"
"At the park." She said, immediatley recoiling from her father. He strode toward her, the cigarrette in his left hand; "For this long? I want the truth girl."
Kaye slunk back, until she ended up against the wall, "It is the truth.." She muttered, she could feel tears welling in her eyes.
"You were NOT at the park for three hours. You are lying to me." He grabbed her wrist tightly with his right hand, and he took the cigarrette pressing it against her bare flesh. She winced trying to retract her hand from him; "I'm sorry father.. it's the truth..." She sobbed, feeling her flesh burn under the touch of the cigarrete. Her father grinned sadistically, leaving her flesh burn; ignoring her sobs. "No, you're lying. Apologize to me for lying."
Kaye was in tears now, "I-I'm s-sorry, Dad.." She sobbed.
He simply grinned, pulling away the cigarrette, and letting his hand slide free. "Now get upstairs and get your ass started on your work."
She nodded, in tears... before finally climbing the stairs and up into her room; slamming the door shut behind her and locking it.
Inside her room, Kaye had been going through her drawers; taking out some clothes. She instantly dumped the contents of her backpack onto the floor; the burn wound on her arms still fresh. She had enough of just about everyone, her family, living under pressure, and most of all her father. She threw her clothes into her backpack rather messily, and made her way downstairs. It had been midnight, meaning her father had long been asleep. She walked down the stairs, and took a few steps until she was outside into the cold autumn night. She pushed her hands into her pockets, and started to walk off, allowing the moon to shine down upon her lithe body. Kaye had only made it a few miles down the road until her eyes fell upon a familiar young man in the distance; Raven. His mahogany gaze fell upon her from the black motorcycle he resided upon; "Need a lift?" He questioned in a rather clear tone.
"What are you doing out here?" She asked curiously, not making another move forward.
"Jen told me about you, and your family. I was helping her look for you."
Kaye growled, "I don't need people looking for me..."
Raven's blank expression didn't change; "Looks like it's a bit late for that." He said sarcastically.
"Tch, what do you know." She said, turning around.
"Alot more then you think." He spoke louder and in a rather dark tone; "Kaye Russel."
She stopped, glancing back towards him; "What do you mean?" She questioned.
Raven grinned, "I can teach you how to protect yourself..."
Kaye stood still, half paying attention to him now; "Y-you can?" She asked almost interested in this.
Raven grinned, his plans had been falling into motion like he had wanted; playing off her weakness.
"Why, yes. You can protect yourself from them."
"Them?"
Raven parked his motorcycle on the side of the road, and started walking toward her. Chains clanking together once again, and he looked into her azure eyes. "Are you aware of what you are?" He placed a hand under her chin, "You're not of mortal blood."
Kaye shuddered under his rather cold touch, and backed up feeling a bit dazed; "Not mortal?... who.. who are you?"
Raven pulled back his hand, "You are of angel blood."
Kaye cocked an eyebrow, now finding him rather ridiculous; "You're a sick--"
However, she stopped short as two massive wings began to unfold from behind his back; black feathers growing from the membrane of the wings. Her gaze widened, and she felt as she was about to scream before he pressed his hand over her lips.
"I am an angel as well." He said rather darkly; although that had been far from a lie. He removed his hand, "I came here to train you."
"Train me?" She asked timidly, and still in shock of what she had been seeing before her.
Raven grinned, "Indeed... train you to use your powers. Your angel powers."
Kaye glanced up into his mahogany gaze, "Where? How? When?" She asked. She had so many questions she wanted answered.
Raven gave an empty laugh, "Come with me."
Kaye looked at Raven questionably; however, she had nowhere to go. She nodded; "...okay.." She said, stepping forward.
Raven smiled, but held no emotion behind it. He stepped onto his motorcycle, his wings folding back into his chest. He gave a grin, sliding forward on the bike.
"Let's go then."
Kaye nodded both in shock, and curious as to who she was. She stepped upon the motorcycle, and put her arms around him and held on tightly.
The motorcycle gave a slight rev before the two sped off into the night... to where they were headed; Kaye did not know.
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
03:34 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Goodbye for now...
Hits: 4756
As I have been around for a very long time in the summer, as well as the previous years playing this game; I know quite a few people. As I cannot go around, and thank you all individually, or say a goodbye to you all; I wish I had the time to do so, although it's limited. So I hope this may suffice for the time being.
October has seem to sneak around the corner pretty damn quickly, and I will be leaving for college on Friday morning to embark on a whole new journey of my life. It may be quite some time I have before I can log back in, or log back in for a decent enough amount of time to talk to you all, but I wish you all the best.
Clanmembers, friends, and in general, those I have found close to me, embark into your future with a sense of pride, and determination with what you want to do....and pursue it. Let your dreams take wing. As Confucious has once said; "A Journey Of A Thousand Miles Begins With A Single Step."
Take a step toward the path in which you believe is the most important, and do not find yourself as a hindrance to anyone; let alone let people talk you out of what you believe it.
I will miss you all, and will try to get on as soon as I can.
I will be on tomorrow, and once more on Friday.
However, I bid you all; farewell.
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
04:05 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- I'm here without you baby...
Hits: 4690
Even in the darkest, or the time where you feel the most lonely; you can grow stronger. Friends, loved one, or those who you have ever cared about may seem to be abandoning hope within you but don't let it drag you down.
Solitude, although it can be a painful emotion indeed, can help one sort out their emotions if they keep their head held high. Otherwise, they may begin to think of things that will ultimately destroy you.
If you feel down, simply think of the future. Life is a long, unyielding road of adventure, and although one may feel down now; it'll get better.
Keep you head held high, even if you feel lost or alone.
Best of luck.
<3
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
06:13 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- End of break is nearing...
Hits: 5013
One more final month of working at that stupid bread place, and then I'll be completely finished for good. I'll be working Tuesday-Sunday every day up until October 1st; which is when I finally end working. After that, all there is left is packing up the remainder of my belongings to move into my apartment. I'm hoping out of all the places we went too; I can move into the Westpointe apartments. It's in walking distance from the mall, so I can easily go to work. Aside from that, it's pretty comfortable when brought down to the living quarters.
Luckily, they supply us with a refridgerator, stove, phone lines, and cable; but we furnish the apartment ourselves. If Irony has it.. my neighbor moved to college, and his family is leaving for California in three weeks. So they're generously giving me things that they're not taking for example: His desk, bed, bureau, ect.
Then the living room furniture to take with me as well. I've been looking forward to leaving for a very, very, long time now; I cannot wait until October 17th.
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Friday, August 10, 2007
10:31 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- GONE FOR THE WEEKEND
Hits: 4751
I'll be in Pittsburgh! YAY!
Housing day!
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
08:50 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Different lives...
Hits: 4843
We both lead different lives; I think its about time we start to say our goodbyes.
We both live in a world of lies, but I think tonight you better have realized;
That I moved on, and there is nothing else I can say; perhaps things were made better this way?
Tonight I'm telling you, this is the end; we've had all those arguements, and I'm starting to bend.
Forget about how you wanted it, forget about me; I don't want you any longer cause now I'm free,
Can't you see the troubles you've caused me?
Can't you understand I need my chance to breathe?
I'm cutting these ties tonight, and I'm moving away,
Away to the place, where I am free,
Free to live,
Free to love,
Free to be what I want, with the people who care; not the people who will laugh, and stare, even be ignorant enough to tell me how to live freely.
I've got my freedom, to do what I want, do what I say; things were always better this way...
Now that I'm free... with the only one that has ever been meant for me.
-Tracey.
Note: I was bored when writing, so this just all came out. =
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Saturday, August 04, 2007
11:04 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Tracey's five am, response to Shikki. 'Why do women take so long to get ready?'
Hits: 4788
Shikki,
You have asked the question of why... women take so long to get ready. Well, your friend Tracey has read over this and came to provide you with an answer! There is this thing called a time-dimensional portal in which is a gateway between our planet and an alternate realm. Only the women can gain access to this portal, because we have been granted the ways of agents. What type of agents you ask? Special operation agents from with the intel from headquarters; codename 'Venus.'
While most of us may be involved with a relationship or a friendship or even family issues, those aliens from the alternate realm may attack anytime. When you arrive, we must use such an excuse as "I'll be a minute, I'm brushing my hair" or "I need to find my shoes." This is because we are actually...fighting off those aliens in the realm.
Shikki, I hope you take this sincere piece of information and have your question answered. I must go off and hide before headquarters has figured out I made this piece of information public.
Agent 1068760, Out.
If I may assist with the answering of another question... please feel free to ask.
THIS MESSAGE WILL NOW SELF DESTRUCT
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Monday, July 23, 2007
02:19 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Tracey's Otakon Recap
Hits: 4898
Thursday- The day of registration and the hotel day as I like to call it by. That day everyone met up at the hotel known as the "Hampton Inn." Well apparently... my con coordinator had booked three rooms, one for each of us. The Hampton all of a sudden brought out a rule of "It's a state law that if you don't have a 21 year old in each room, you can't stay here."
After hearing that... I was freaking out to the manager who never mentioned age limit upon a hotel. ...however, things soon shifted for the better when it came down to getting two rooms in The Days Inn which is DIRECTLY across the street from the convention center. Peter (my friend from PA), and I showed up first followed up by DB and her two friends Joey and Aaron. Then Mike and Taylor showed up after that. By seven o' clock we headed out to get conbadges.. and since the four hour preregistration line was over and done with, we all just walked on in and out.
Later that night, our neighbors across the hall... also residents of PA, Barri, Gloria, and Elizabeth and I started playing a card game. Heh, it's about 2 AM at this point... and we ended up getting in trouble for how loud we were. Lucky us we weren't kicked out....before everything started x.x
Friday-Cosplaying day for everyone in the hotel, the convention opened up at 9am. Waiting in line for an hour was fun...we got to meet a bunch of characters... and I got my picture taken a few times from my cosplay so that was amusing. Basically, later that day I took most of my pictures and spent money. The Dealers room, and Artist alley were a pretty big hit that day for me. I spent almost my entire con savings there. (Artist Alley is the best o.O)
Aside from that, I went to the Naruto Panel... it was basically a party and discussion of what is next to come in the series based upon predictions, debates, issues between the Manga and Anime, and even the infamous filler arc. I met up with a few cosplay members who were also thinking of doing a Larp reenactment of the Chuunin exam battle when Orochimaru hits Sasuke with the curse. Unfortunatley there wasn't enough time to practice so I ended up hanging out with Itachi a bit before I ran into some people and went out for lunch.
All day, we spent walking back and forth between the hotel and convention. Later on that night, I went to the rave for awhile. I was there for a good long while before I evidently got tired. It's pretty awesome I ran into some other friends there. I danced with them for awhile, challenged them in a Rave off and went back to the hotel to hang with the others. After a long day we all kind of fell asleep at 12:30.
Saturday- I wasn't in cosplay, however we walked around the con for a bit and went and played Naruto Gekitou Ninja Taisen 4 in the video gaming hall. The people at some of the tv sets either didn't have enough practice... or just sucked at the game. I sat down for 16 rounds before I finally felt bad, got up and left. I went back for some food and then back to watch some anime. Evidently I ended up watching something completely random and then headed out to get some spicy tuna with the others at the food court. Oh yes... and aside from that Db, Mike, and I all began the debate:
'If Cloud Strife or Link were to face eachother, who would win in battle?' Poll.
The results were surprisingly close... (but we all know Cloud would own anyway. =) )
After that I ended up back at the hotel, went swimming for awhile, and we went out again. That night we kind of took it easy to celebrate our last night being there for the weekend, and ordered a pizza using the frog purse...
and we played a grand game of 'BS' Kittie, a friend of Joey soon joining us afterwards. Most of us ended up staying up alnight, although some went to sleep. -.-
Sunday- Having survived the night, we all had to say our goodbyes to eachother. It was a pretty sick weekend considering how well we got along and what type of things we've gotten away with. (Which... I think may probably be posted on youtube >.<) Although, I have no regrets. All in all... it was a good weekend...minus the long drive home and how tired I am now x.X
The convention would have been a lot more entertaining if the original 'Team 7' I planned on were to get here. However... our Sasuke couldn't make it, Couldn't find the Naruto, and our Kakashi had a family emergency to tend too... so I am... slightly disappointed about that because of how well that would have worked.
Yet.. some of us can only hope.
...and Miha. I'm sorry darling, but no Naruto's happened to hit on me while playing Sakura nor did I see a Sasuke running after Karin or a gay one. SASUKE ISN'T GAY. -.-
Thanks.
~Tracey
If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song. Remind me that we will always have eachohther when everything else is gone...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
09:26 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Otakon
Hits: 4991
Tomorrow early morning until Sunday I will be considered missing due to the anime convention in Baltimore, Maryland: "Otakon."
I'll be heading down and standing in the prereg line for a few hours until we're let in for badges. If you're in that line, I'm the one who'll be blasting the stereo. =P
We're staying down at the Hampton Inn and believe it or not friends from this site are going to be staying with us! o.O Including... Db who is spazzing about the bus ride. xD
Friday and Saturday at the convention I will be cosplaying as Haruno Sakura prior to the time skip. I'll be taking pictures, hanging out with people, and entering the Naruto Gekitou Ninja Taisen 4 Tourny.
Heh, whoever is going, hope to see you down there. If not...
Enjoy your weekend. ;)
Tracey, out.
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
08:31 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Just for fun...
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Naruto stealing from other shows... conspiracy? Or not?
LOOK FOR YOURSELF!
http://narutocopyninjas.ytmnd.com/
and
http://usetehsharingan.ytmnd.com/
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Monday, July 02, 2007
11:14 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Memory
Hits: 5229
Eighteen, the border line that must be crossed upon be deemed the title of an 'adult' in the United States. Two days from now, I'll be crossing that line and stepping over onto what we may call a new life. High School has ended, the final summer to spend with my friends has finally risen from the future to present day. Time sure flies, doesn't it?
Everything now, the times I've had, struggles, the changes; all a memory now. October will evidently become a fork within the road upon my life and I will journey to a brand new end of life. The past can be left to crumble...saving those only meant to be remembered. The time has come.
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
06:39 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- A journey of a thousand miles, begins with the single step.
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Life.
Whenever you hear the word, what's the first thing to cross your mind? Oppurtunity? Success? Wisdom? Love? Heh, or even the ending.. "..sucks?"
Each and every one of us are gifted to even venture in such the journey. Time and fate however, is not always the most precious of things to go along with that journey. Our time can be limited, or very long depending on fate's role of who we are and how we live within this world.
I've been packing up my belongings and going through my old items that used to define me. It is.. funny how these things no longer have a meaning to me, nor do they longer define my persona. I am seeking... a new home, a new job, a new life from what I have had in my past. I find it rather sad how the things that once meant the world to you, will never continue too; although, some might.
This October... that journey of mine will take a new course, hopefully fate will be more patient with me.
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Friday, June 22, 2007
03:17 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- This one night...
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Never did I think I would be alone,
The evening summer nights reminded me of what I wanted,
Both of us hand in hand walking along the beach,
Stars illuminating overheadcast their light below,
Bare feet buried into the white sand,
Now here I am standing alone,
Connected by nothing but a space,
How I wish I could stand here before you,
Being able to be there...seeing you face to face,
You are the only to hold my damaged heart,
Even though we are quite distanced apart.
All I wish now is if you were on that beach here tonight,
You may call it an ignorant bliss....
But right here under these stars...
I'd like to have our first kiss.
However, here I stand... alone again.
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Monday, April 16, 2007
04:27 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Hold me tonight.... say it's alright...
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Daylight fades, night comes; day in...day out...
This past week has been all around chaotic for me, starting at the beginning of the week even...
Being immobile and on crutches is one way to have me lose my sanity. I feel like a caged hawk; shackled behind bars; yet so close to freedom. I've been stuck all week here, and indoors to face the chaos of the 'family.' More like three beasts going after eachother fighting for dominance...I'm sick of it.
I've lost my friend in a car accident; as if crutches and being caged inside wasn't good enough..
I was at his funeral on Tuesday....death I know is inevitable, yet why does it hurt so badly?
Topping off my eventful week; my aunt was put into the hospital as well. She's been kept in there for about three days. My mother asked me if I wanted to come to the hospital....yet it's too soon. It brings back horrid memories...
Last night, I finally found my peace. I crawled outside my window and sat on the roof, gazing at the stars. Never have I realized how relaxing the night was. I laid there, gazing up at the stars pondering over thoughts of my life. I felt peace for once...no chaos.
Sunrise came up after a few hours, and I went inside to sleep.
I just want so badly to feel loved, or acknowledged...
Just a bit of affection toward me rather then what I get. Even a congratulations... it's all I'll ever ask for.
Yet, never will I ever see that....
I want to go to college as soon as I am able...I mean nothing in this house.
Time might set me free...
I love you guys. The people that care about me... I love you all more then you'll ever know.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
03:20 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Define a mistake..
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Is one mistake, or even two enough to condemn a person for their lifetime? Mistakes can be made everyday, and some may be bigger then the others. Yet, why must having made one mistake determine what to make of a person? Nobody is perfect, although many people strive to be. Think of it this way...couldn't we love other's for their imperfections? Imperfections can ultimately create someone close to what we see as, "perfect."
Take a deep look within yourself, and take the thought....
"Could what I be doing really be a mistake?"
Ponder over this, and possibly sympathize with a person you may have judged in the past, or even who you may be judging right now. Does a mistake... really, make such a huge impact on decision?
Why don't you find out?...
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
09:43 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- It's 4:37 am O.o;
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It's incredibly late...and I'm not exhausted at all...
Everyone has been writing so I thought I'd join them and babble on about nonsense. :3
I'm overpowered by my thoughts, and have a few things on my mind...yet for some reason, it may be the first time in years I feel relaxed. These, thoughts of mind eased me through my first relaxed sleep in a few weeks.
To know ultimately, that there is someone that cares, has a very calming effect of the mind. Even if they are on the whole opposite side of the world, or a few hundred miles away.
I'm scared about college...and how things are going to turn out.
I'm scared about these issues at home, and it's outcome.
In general, I am afraid of everday things.
Yet, you ease my fears and make me smile.
To those people who mean the most to me, I'll always be here for you. <3
The last cherry blossom to bloom, is the most rare and beautiful of them all.
Monday, February 05, 2007
01:30 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Nini....
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Listen Nini, if you wish to carry on with your blogs feel free too; however, before you dare inquire life is meaningless or a waste of time....get off your sorry, self-loathing little butt and take a venture outside.
You claim that I "act tough" and you hardly even know me, so how dare you make such accusations. You don't even know my past experiences, let alone who I am.
Everyone else who knows me, tell me...do I act tough?...Do I....have a problem? You know the real me so I wish to hear it.
Am I a sinister, tough, little liar?
I think not. Until you prove me wrong, I'd wish for you to leave me be.
Tracey
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
03:38 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- To Sri...
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Thanks for posting the guitar tabs >>;
I'm working on them now xD
Tracey
Sunday, December 24, 2006
04:54 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Happy Holidays Everyone!
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I wanted to wish everyone here a safe and Happy Holiday.
Take care of yourselves!
Love,
Tracey :3
Tracey
Thursday, November 30, 2006
09:32 pm UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Stuck in between...
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"Ok...now the monster is awake.
It won't rest until there's nothing left.
Maybe ever and anon
I forget about the pain.
Someone bending light comes along
and flowers lean towards the sun.
Some people fall in love and touch the sky
Some people fall in love and find quicksand.
I hover somewhere in between... I swear...
I can't make up my mind"
-Quicksand by Incubus. Album: Light Grenades
I've been contemplating about alot of of issues lately, and frankly I'm quite tired of it all. I've been alotted to the one who takes the blame anymore, and have been treated as a subordinate. If they want to treat me as it, then so be it. I'll become my own leader, and rise above them finding my own path. I have people I can call family, although not directly related to me, family none the less. I have them...
Trust? I've said it to those who truly know me, I have once before trusted everything with some people. Only to be stabbed in the back...and lied too. I don't trust anyone one hundred percent anymore, only myself. However...it seems as though, I may be beginning to trust others. Only hopefully, I won't be lied to again.
I'll be involved in a judo fight this weekend as well as a hockey game tomorrow....
I..just needed to get some things out, but other then that I'm going to have a good day.
Tracey
06:06 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- For those who don't read the forums...
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There will be a anime convention this summer called Otakon, if anyone is interested in going, I'll let you know all about it.
Check the forums >.>
...and because I am here, Incubus has released a new album called "Light Grenades."
For those who don't know them, you should check them out.
Tracey
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
05:38 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Darkness diminishing? Me ranting >.> feel free to ignore.
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There is a thing called trust.
It can be broken, and it can be healed.
It can be closed up for good, or shattered.
Just like a heart, and just like promises broken.
Shattered.
Yet it can be healed.
Could it be...that my trust is slowly returning?
I shall wait...and find out.
Thank you.
Tracey
Saturday, May 20, 2006
03:42 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- Meant to Be, another old one just lying around. ^_^ Enjoy
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Meant to Be- SasuSaku
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, the song Cold or the band Crossfade.
Looking Back at me I see that I never really got it right,
Sasuke walked through Konohagakure,
I never stopped to think of you,
Sakura stood at the gate of the village,
I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win
“Sasuke-Kun, you cant leave here, you’ll never be happy.�
You are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high
“...but Sasuke-Kun here you have Naruto, Kakashi Sensei, and Me. I love you , Sasuke.�
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am,
“Sakura, I have to go, I‘ll never be happy until my brother is dead..�
“But you have us here, why would you want to lose that Sasuke-Kun?�
I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold
“I will lose nothing, if I left here...�
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am
“...even you.� He turned and started again
I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so...
COLD to you I’m sorry about all the lies,
Sakura began to cry, “...b-but, Sasuke...�
Maybe in a different light,
Hearing her tears, he paused and turned to her once again.
“You really...are annoying.�
You could see me stand on my own again, ‘Cause now I can see
“...Sasuke... y-y-you cant’ go. I love you.�
You were the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high,
Sasuke turned away leaving heading for the gate.
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am,
Sakura, I’m sorry. He thought.
I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold,
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am,
“Sasuke-Kun...if you leave...I’ll scream.�
I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold,
Sasuke disappeared and appeared then behind her.
I never really wanted you to see,
"Sakura...Arigatou..."
The screwed up side of me that I keep, Locked inside of me so deep,
He punched her knocking her out.
It always seems to get to me,
He picked her up in her arms, looking at her tear-stricken face
I never really wanted you to go, so many things you should have known,
He hugged her close to him walking over to a bench to place her down on it.
Sasuke put his hand to her face brushing the pink bubblegum hair away from her eyes.
He leaned down and kissed her goodbye .
Sakura I really do love you too, but I can’t stay until Itachi is dead, and this curse is gone.
I guess for me there’s just no hope,
I never meant to be so cold,
After a few moments he broke his kiss and left out of the gate where the oto-nin had waited.
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am,
I promise I’ll return one day.
I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold,
What I really meant to say, Is I’m sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold.
Sasuke left Konohagakure for sound, to fulfill his promise to his parents...avenge his clan.
Tracey
Thursday, May 18, 2006
03:36 am UTC -
Uchiha Taraka
- "I Still Hear Your Voice" (Neji/Ten Pairing Oneshot)
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(Song: "Everytime we Touch" by Cascada)
I Still Hear Your Voice -Neji/Ten
Hyuuga Neji, a tall handsome young man stood in the fields of Konoha. Silver Byakugan eyes focused around him, as he waited pateintly on the training grounds in which his cell had often come too. It's been four long years ever since they were Genin. Now everyone had aged much more, and were no longer the bunch of inexperienced nin they were as Genin. They were now Chuunin. Hyuuga Neji, smirked lightly recalling all the times he had with his teammates. His crazy sensei Maito Gai and the yonger version of his sensei Lee.
I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch in my dreams. (my dreams)
Then there was TenTen, the weapons mistress. Ten Ten had been his personal sparring partner, teammate and friend for years. She had been the one he would make sure to always protect in danger, and in every mission. Ten Ten was the one he had fell in love with from the beginning. His only one weakness.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Behind the brush a young woman lay hidden, a small smirk across her face, her hands holding kunai knives in her fingers. Brown long hair neatly tied back into two buns. She shifted forward to the unsuspecting Hyuuga, moving closer. She leapt up into the air away from her hidden position in the trees throwing a flurry of steel weapons directly at him. Her smirk drawing into a smile.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
The Hyuuga balanced himself and spun around creating a sphere of chakra over his figure. The steel weapons repelled off of it like a magnent, and landed to the ground with a clash as he executed his Kaiten. The woman took this oppurtunity to move in for a closer attack, she withdrew a few shuriken throwing them again straight for his body. The Hyuuga leans back a shuriken slicing part of his shirt open, and cutting his flesh. He looks to the young woman, and begans withdraws his own kunai. The two kunai's make a clashing noise, sparks coming from the two blades on such impact.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.
As the woman's attacks became more violent, he had barely enough time to dodge each violent swipe, a few cuts appearing over his body. The woman just began to smile, focusing more on her attacks. He simply held a cocky smirk, as usual across his lips and began to use his Jyuuken pushing his hands up to her arms, brilliant waves of blue chakra pushing her back. She winced as her body began to stiffen, being pushed back by his chakra. Neji drove his blows harder against her arms, and stomach. She retreated back and leapt into the air throwing down senbon, to his arms.
Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Neji smirked and whirled around once again executing his Kaiten, the needles flying back once again. Ten Ten immediatley found her chance, his opening showed and she leapt over him and tackled him to the ground, two kodachi's held in close distance at his neck. Neji looked up to the woman with a rather shocked expression, the woman smiled back down on him. "Look's like I beat you Neji-Kun."
The Hyuuga smirked, "Hnnn. Looks like you've have improved Ten Ten."
Ten Ten smiled, climbing off her comrade and removing the blades.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and everytime we kiss,
I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
Neji immediatley moved over to Ten Ten placing his hands onto her back, he molded his chakra into her back to reopen her Tenketsu that he had closed with his Jyuuken. It had only took a few moments to do this, and he sat down again. The young woman looked to him and smiled, "Arigatou Neji-Kun."
"Hnn." Was his normal reply.
Ten Ten took out bandages and moved over to him, "Please let me treat your wounds."
Neji looked over, and simply nodded removing his shirt. Normally, the Hyuuga would do this himself. Normally, the Hyuuga would have turned her down and said no. Today however, she had beaten him and he had accepted it.
Ten Ten delicately brushed her fingers across the wound and wrapped around the bandage over his chest, a small smirk came to Neji's face as she had done so. Ten Ten took a moment or two and tied a knot around his stomach finishing up what she had been doing, and looked up at the Hyuuga, who studied her with great intent.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.
Ten Ten looked up and smiled once again to the Hyuuga, he studied her chocolate brown eyes. He gently leaned down without any words to meet her soft lips, against his own and gave her a chaste kiss.
It had been four long years he had been with her, four long years of training, four long years of hardships, four long years of missions, and four long years of an unspoken love for one another.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and everytime we kiss,
I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
Tracey
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